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Oh dear lord. I'm doing that thing where I sit up late talking to a cute guy...

Oh god I'm going to get a crush.

Oh god, I'm making dorky smiles.

Take control. Such a beautiful surrender.

LololololololololololololololololololololololololoL

I am so fucked!

I am definitely over school. But at least now that I'm getting better and exams are over I might get something done. But of course, now I have new fun. University applications.... But at least my body of work is done! But then we have to do that bloody yr.12 night for it and walk around with name tags so people can ask us questions. Which means i actuallu have to look nice. Which means it's gonna take me forever to get ready.... See I can be a woman about some things :P I just don't see the need to act like a girl if you're into guys. It's just silly. ANYWAY. Back to the yr.12 night. It also means I'll have to stay behind to take down my work and then have to get up ridiculously early the next morning to go to the religion excursion.... Of which the only part I'm looking forward to is food, the halocaust centre (I don't know how to spell holocaust SORRY!), and of course being in melbourne which means non-bogan guys to perve on! thank the lord. And then I'll have work at 9am the next morning when we get back. Damn it this week is going to be fun and murderous.

I bought some books yesterday.
 
And i do love $3 books 
My only problem now is when i finally get a chance to read them I just don't want to do anything. 
Maybe I'll take advantage of the melb trip to read... that or play pokemon :P

In other news, I've actually been talking to a nice guy.
Yeah, he lives in wagga. But i guess thta doesn't been i should completely and utterly give up.
And there is many reasons for this.
1. He's damn fine looking
2. He is great to talk to. Meaningless and meaningful conversation.
3. He loves doctor who!
4. He loves pokemon!
5. HE CAN FUCKING SING!

In other words, I'm pretty sure he's a figment of my imagination.
Which if true would upset me greatly.



I hope I can keep control of myself over the next couple of months...
Take control of the atmosphere.
Take  me far away from here.
There's no better loss than to lose my, self in you.

Get out of my fucking head. You make my gut sink.

biology is a complete and utter bitch.

Look it's MUSE. Beautiful Matt Bellamy with his Manson and his glitter suit...
Fuck. Distraction is a bitch






Oops, now there is a sexy boy.

do you call them good distractions?

Well, I think I kind of, not completely on purpose, not completely without intention, asked someone on a date. Since when do I do that? This time a week ago I was ready to break down about I'd been broken up with for nearly 2 months. Now I'm asking someone out?










My life seems to be described by memes. But hey? It's true for the span of a week. Although I still haven't gotten a response, so I'm not really sure if I should be stressing out or not. He's definitely a sweet guy though.  

GO DO YOUR BLOODY MATHS STUDY JACK.

i wish this was synchronised with tumblr. How much better life would be.

It's been a long day
I'm absolutely achin'
To lie down next to my girl
and tell her all about it.

I had to stop at every single red light
I couldn't get a word in
When I finally saw the bars.
And all I wanted was you, you
And all I wanted was you, you

They say they have grave doubts
about everything I do.
They huddle and discuss me
Well maybe I should leave.

But in ten years, come and see where I am
I'll be standing with my girl
and you will all be lonely.
Coz all I wanted was you, you.
All I wanted was you, you.

It's been a long day,
I'm absolutely aching
To lie down next to my girl
and tell her all about it
one, two, three, four

I used to love that song. Kinda still do
Fuck you, for ruining it mate.

Being calm before an exam I believe is more worrying than being completely stressed.

the sticks and stones that wear us down often save our lives